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"i have dreams of you," he says. "you're out walking the dogs. or at the store. or sometimes you're laying in bed with one of your headaches."
he rocks his chair forward.
"you were so beautiful, with your hair fanned out on the pillow like a flower. i miss the delicate curve your wrist bones when you'd press your thumb and middle finger to your temples to stop the pounding in your head. you'd be completely still, tangled in the white sheets, like a body at the morgue come unexpectedly to life."
he rocks his chair backward.
"you'd lay there all day, wouldn't you? cradling your head in your hands, fingers crawling on your face like spiders to ease the throbbing. you'd barely eat anything but crackers but you'd still smile at me when i stood in the doorway watching you. years spent like this, the occassional headaches that left you bed ridden."
he rocks his chair forward.
"and then you stopped being here. you spent your headaches in the hospital, with nurses and doctors and tubes and beeping screens. the white sheets weren't the same as the ones here. they were too starched and stiff. you said you missed our matress and the smell of the pillow. i went home to get it for you and when i came back you were gone and the doctors said their 'sorry for your losses' and then i signed papers and they put you in a box and into the dirt."
he rocks his chair backward as tears rolled down his cheeks.
"happy valentine's day, honey."
he rocks his chair forward.
"you were so beautiful, with your hair fanned out on the pillow like a flower. i miss the delicate curve your wrist bones when you'd press your thumb and middle finger to your temples to stop the pounding in your head. you'd be completely still, tangled in the white sheets, like a body at the morgue come unexpectedly to life."
he rocks his chair backward.
"you'd lay there all day, wouldn't you? cradling your head in your hands, fingers crawling on your face like spiders to ease the throbbing. you'd barely eat anything but crackers but you'd still smile at me when i stood in the doorway watching you. years spent like this, the occassional headaches that left you bed ridden."
he rocks his chair forward.
"and then you stopped being here. you spent your headaches in the hospital, with nurses and doctors and tubes and beeping screens. the white sheets weren't the same as the ones here. they were too starched and stiff. you said you missed our matress and the smell of the pillow. i went home to get it for you and when i came back you were gone and the doctors said their 'sorry for your losses' and then i signed papers and they put you in a box and into the dirt."
he rocks his chair backward as tears rolled down his cheeks.
"happy valentine's day, honey."
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before
a little while ago
maybe a couple of months or something
i wasn't drinking ; instead i was
waking up to you
every morning you would stretch
and your spine would move and i felt it all over
your skin stretched into the sun and
i saw it everywhere
but guess what, that shit was gold and
gold doesn't last and you didn't last.
i got boring and you got mean.
and you're less of a gypsy and more of
a woman and i know if i called you up tonight
said hey baby come home
how did we get here baby i'm crying on the
floor drinking lime pepsi
and this goddamn pepsi is flat. so why don't
you come home. just for the night.
you would say you h
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we're just cracks in the road
Sometimes, your skin gleams silver and sometimes, I'm four years old again scribbling my name across your chest in sidewalk chalk. Since sometimes, I pretend that you're made from concrete since then we seem a little more permanent and I don't have to worry about my painted heart washing away from your surface. But sometimes, I'm blind. Since these days, I'm stuck tracing the veins that dart through your arms which remind me that you're temporary. And then they remind me of cracks in the cement and other things we can't fix. And then I remember maybe, I can't even fix you.
Sometimes I plaster makeup on my face trying to hide that childlike m
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the manhattan skyline
he's in my tent and we've ripped out our eyes. it's my cheek on his cheek and his pants on my clothesline. we are painting on our faces with the tips of our hair. he turns to me and he says, "the most beautiful things are the things we can't see." I am putting our eyeballs in my pocket and he says, "your picture is pretty."
we've stopped breathing and we're lying on our backs in the garden. there's soil in our fingernails and we're misinterpreting each other's words, but it's better this way. they told us to fuck off, so we did, and now we're here.
we are tasting each other's lips because we want to know what a kiss would be like. it's like
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i have to ruin your valentine's day because mine is so empty.
inspired by something *ohsostarryeyed said about creaky-old-man-misery.
inspired by something *ohsostarryeyed said about creaky-old-man-misery.
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So sad, so lovely.
"curve your wrist bones" might benefit from the addition of the word 'of'
"curve your wrist bones" might benefit from the addition of the word 'of'